Can I be honest with you?
You have all reason to cry. You are right. The world is shitty, the people are bad, killing and hurting and hating each other. This place sucks. But you know what makes it worth still marching on and keeping up with it?
The small things. The good things you can do.
The air in the morning, a good book, or a DVD you waited for. A happy dog jumping around in the park. Or even your fav ice cream flavor. This is all what makes the world okay, even if it is only for a moment. And if you know it you can help make it better.
You see a crying child, go try to talk to it and cheer it up. You see a lonely old man all by himself, give him a smile and say good day to him. A homeless person begging, get them something to eat and make them feel like a human being, if no one else wants do to it.
Sometimes I look at my live and I see only failing and hurt and problems. But I don’t allow it to get to me. I am me, I am not the world. People hate on me - their problem. People don’t like me - their problem.
I had the worst years since my father died in 2008. THIS year and 2008 are really the lowest point so far.
But then again there are wonderful things:
- My few friends
- My Loki-Costume that gives me so much joy
- Meeting Stan Lee
- My Mom!;_;
All small things, and not important in the history of the universe, and they won’t help me with my illness or my problems, but they help me to face every day.
If you feel lonely, think of all the things you could do to make this world better. Even if it is just small. Like facing every day just to proof them all wrong.
You are the hero of this story, you don’t need to be saved.
(Did I just forget to say Thank you!? I am so rude, my mom will be ashamed of me!)